The moment when I was alone, on that warm day, staring at shining
sun, with eyes dark as night.
The moment when I was alone, sitting idle, thoughts flooding my
head, of glorious past and obscure future.
The moment when I was alone, still smiling, like milk skin face, lying
to myself, crying within.
The moment when I was alone, and struggling, carrying a bundle of
failure, protecting little hope left.
The moment when I was alone, in a crowd, surrounded by a
thousand known faces, each in need but not.
Journey till now was always kind, showering flowers, this storm was
quite unusual.
Well, life always brings new challenge, always when not expected,
and I had one-mile journey to uncertainty.
And adolescence is a tender time, experiencing yourself, like glancing
through new eyes, and a load of changes.
Changes that you cannot explain, neither share, making you aloof,
miles away from person next.
You struggle, question yourself, wanting to sit and understand new
world, but time moves on.
All I needed was a friend, a guide, who can hold me, support me,
gather me, help me.
Push to fly, while sitting safe in cocoon, or a cushion to fall, when
flying off all limits.
At that point, I had only me, so I started this unusual, ‘never-heard-
before’ friendship, with myself.
I shared my life, all hopes, guilt, desire, fantasies, opening pages that
I always feared.
Fearless, entered the ocean, of new experience, it was as much
colorful as colors it lacked.
The moment when I was alone, on that warm day, under gleaming
moon, with hope in eyes and smile on face.
The moment when I was alone, sitting idle, with memories filling the
air, with some joyful sound.
The moment when I was alone, still smiling, brushing new colors to
my face, with tears of happiness.
The moment when I was alone, and struggling, with the thousand
desires, which I knew I will fulfil.
The moment when I was alone, in a crowd, with everyone lying to
themselves, but I told the truth.
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